Oct 06, 2004 12:35
well im back again at the STEPS employment job training course.. and now that its not holidays im actually enjoying it.. so hopefully ill be good and get a job so i can buy my darling more and more presents (J/K baby) but i dont like the 9:00 starts.. i have to get up at fucken 7:00
went out clubbing last night.. the one time i go without jem 5 guys sleaze all over me adn even when i told two of them (the ones who pinched my ass) that i was taken one of them took my hand and kissed it.. the other one i think tried to breakdance.. TRIED.. it was amusing.. then i pretended todd was my B/F and the one who was 'breakdancing' grabbed my ass and pretended to fuck it.
got home at 3am got back up at 7am.. NOT enough sleep to focus.
its a beautiful day and im inside.. GOD DAMMIT
i havent smoked for nearly a month (10th.. yes my last smoke was on toms birthday)even though im REALLY fucken tempted.. my aim is to make jem happy..
well thats about it
. kez wants to fuck ****
. im not sure what todd wants
. im happy and hopefully so is jem
. i dont hate na
. when im rich im going to stomp on all those fuckers i dont like
. be happy with life, you dont know when it might leave or take your loved ones away
i love you jem
for now.....forever
~*(TAMMI)*~