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[tamkid]

If someone asks
I've had the happiest
secret life of all
my previous lives
Give me a pass
to nothingness
or not at all
And anyone who dies
with me in heart no less
will be retrieved
not in the sky

Give all them bodies
Souls will soon catch up
with magnet fields and chemicals of hope
I've talked so much
and finally shut up
Place in my bed
Space in my head
Passed off

I've never cared of losing
Never owned a thing
Your little toe I ate
For you not take it back
Broke bones
Been shy and called unpleasant
Became a loner everywhere i went
helped strangers
touched every lash as treasure
been fucked
and dreamt of being fucked

I've dreamt so much
That I've become fulfilled
I've got the whole picture of the world
The truth is not to kneel or to be kneeled
My search has ended on my body church
Yes, and the bells have pealed

It has the light inside and darkest scar
it's leaves are full of tears and the tar
it roars like indian and bites me as a bee
it knows no languages of abc
but beats the drum and understands the air
and listens to the fairytale nightmares