M E A N I N G - T O
So I really do need a job... it scares me at how laid back I've been about all of this. All of this meaning not really putting my all into trying to get a job and also just thinking about school. I do the work but I don't put my all into it or rather I don't put anything into it. It's starting to bother me, but then I really enjoy that I've tried not to get too hyped about things.
I was thinking that maybe I should just make my dress... I've thought about it many times before, but today it hit me... I wont truly be satsified with any dress unless I can design and think of it on my own. The thing is, I am not the greatest seamstress in the world, so if I did try it has a great possibility of turning out shitty. I don't want shitty, I want glamour. Yes, glamour.
That's another thing... Project Catwalk Season Three. YouTube is so great at having all of the episodes of all the seasons of PC. Two of the contestants are originally from Canada! Im contemplating moving to the UK when I get older.
I feel very bipolar. I've found myself caring less about people and more about myself.
I was thinking that maybe I should just make my dress... I've thought about it many times before, but today it hit me... I wont truly be satsified with any dress unless I can design and think of it on my own. The thing is, I am not the greatest seamstress in the world, so if I did try it has a great possibility of turning out shitty. I don't want shitty, I want glamour. Yes, glamour.
That's another thing... Project Catwalk Season Three. YouTube is so great at having all of the episodes of all the seasons of PC. Two of the contestants are originally from Canada! Im contemplating moving to the UK when I get older.
I feel very bipolar. I've found myself caring less about people and more about myself.