S H A K E - S H A K E - S H A K E

Mar 19, 2008 20:24

I have a very up and down relationship with some people and it's kind of funny. It makes me not want to be friends with them considering I always have to repeat myself when they're having their little "problems". It's frustrating because there are more things to worry about then your love life and I do mean you think about your love life a lot more then 97% of the people I know. Every time I give you advice or tell you what I think of the situation you always ask me what I think when I've already told you, it gets tiring having to repeat myself over and over. I understand that you're just beginning to get into this whole relationship/love life business but sometimes you should just make your own decisions without always having to go to someone for advice. You wont learn anything if you always depend on other people. This person doesn't read my livejournal.

Lately I've been disliking the person I am; who I am and what I say. It's nothing new to me, feeling this way, but I've been trying to find out the reasons why I've been like this. As of lately I realized that I am a very open person and have no problem telling others what's going on in my life. It might be weird to other people when I talk about things so openly but for me that's just the surface stuff, I don't think that people realize how many thoughts and opinions I have about the events in my life and the people around me. It's frustrating because I feel that since I'm so open about some things in my life people will just think that I'm dumb and unthoughtful. I've learned that there are bigger things in life then my "personal issues" so I know that whether or not I'm open about these things there will always be a bigger problem to deal with that doesn't relate to me.

I am not the only one with family problems, money problems and friendship problems. I don't feel the need to keep those things a secret because what would people say about those things? They can't say much because everyone has those kinds of issues, we all have a lot more in common then we think we do.

thinking, relationships, thoughtful, people, thoughts

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