Apr 17, 2004 10:50
i actually woke up this morning. nothing feels too out of place. though i am feeling very faint and weaker than i usually do.
i want someone to take me to the beach today. but before that i have to
stop somewhere and purchase a disposable camera. so whoever this
special person is, i can capture the sun and the waves and your hair
and tape them to my wall. let's just take a nap under the dock.
thank god laura's mommy cat doesn't eat her kittens like kenz's mommy
cat did. because one of those damn kittens is going to be mine.
i have decided upon something which makes me relatively happy. and this
decision will continue to make me happy like all things that parallel
nicole osborne. i have decided to attend a community college in
richmond. i have a good feeling that i cannot ever get accepted into
vcu, so i'll be quite all right with this second idea. nikki and i plan
on buying an apartment together. and painting on the walls of our
house. "it will be creepy," she said "but not too creepy." we also plan
on having boisterous parties and lots and lots of hoopla.
im trying to eat some breakfast. the food hurts the roof of my mouth and my jaw hurts. maybe its because i haven't eaten in so long.