so cold. so uninviting
.part of me hates this place. i read all the notes that i gave you. you had them under your bed. in a shoe box. cried but maybe you already noticed that.
and you. you slammed the door when i walked up to my house. without kissing you goodbye. wait im not going to see you again.i know.how come i turned into such a heartless bitch? well im not. i have too much. what the fuck happened to me?
sometimes i feel like leaving this town for good. never opening the door to anyone. i'll sit on the couch all day just me and my mom, eating ice cream straight out of the box and then falling alseep.
dont touch me. im irritated. irate. decieving. boring. sick to my stomach of myself. these stupid games i make myself play.
no you are not who you used to be.
and you. you slammed the door when i walked up to my house. without kissing you goodbye. wait im not going to see you again.i know.how come i turned into such a heartless bitch? well im not. i have too much. what the fuck happened to me?
sometimes i feel like leaving this town for good. never opening the door to anyone. i'll sit on the couch all day just me and my mom, eating ice cream straight out of the box and then falling alseep.
dont touch me. im irritated. irate. decieving. boring. sick to my stomach of myself. these stupid games i make myself play.
no you are not who you used to be.