Hello?
Is there someone I can chat with for a bit? I'm feeling kinda lonely and on edge and like my bedroom is the only place I can be. There are humans downstairs. I haven't felt this way in nearly two years, and I don't keep cereal in my bedroom to deal with it any more. I'm hungry, and worried. I'm actually really hungry, but there are humans downstairs.
Also, I had one of the longest seizure-things that I've ever had on Sunday night. It was long enough that not only did people notice, but tried to move me from where I was (I'd been helping shift crates out of the minibus) back to my seat, but I was dead-weight and got dropped on the floor. That was when I realised that actually I wasn't able to do anything with my body at all, rather than just being 'tired' or 'having a rest against the seat', and became afraid.
Also, I had one of the longest seizure-things that I've ever had on Sunday night. It was long enough that not only did people notice, but tried to move me from where I was (I'd been helping shift crates out of the minibus) back to my seat, but I was dead-weight and got dropped on the floor. That was when I realised that actually I wasn't able to do anything with my body at all, rather than just being 'tired' or 'having a rest against the seat', and became afraid.