May 22, 2004 22:25
Well, here goes! For those of you who keep up on my LJ, you know it's a rare event that I post. I'm in Watertown, at my new digs for the summer with Mareba. Wireless internet and a seemingly endless supply of electricity make this a pretty swank abode.
I keep a real world journal too.. It's quite old now, I've been using the same book for about five years. This is because I lost it for three years and besides, I rarely write in the physical journal too.
In my last post, I wrote about feeling the need to create. I still feel that way, this is motivated by that feeling. I feel like I have things I need to tell the world, I am sure you, reading this feel that way too... it seems like it would be a universal emotion.
Journaling also seems like a good path, a good Way. It seems like a system that I can use to channel some of my sexual energy, otherwise aimless. I want to use this force in me productively, it's so strong and so delicate at the same time... it can build amazing things but it is easy to squander...
I am still thinking a lot about my various projects... the trip to the Gathering this year is coming up soon, I am doing a lot of work as a professional gamer, teaching and putting on larps. I still have a head full of abstract physics theory... the pressure is only temporarily relieved by telling people about it, perhaps I can find peace though publishing.
I will really make an effort to post more... and grow in the manner that will enable me to get as much done as I think I am capable of.
So many things to do... immortality would still find me bustling.