Ruminations...
General observations about my last few years.
I am both dismayed and frustrated at how continually divided the
Pagan community really is, and how *vicious* it can be to others. I have encountered more intolerance and spiteful behaviour in these so-called 'spiritual circles' than I have ever seen elsewhere. The real threat is not from organised ( Read more... )
I am both dismayed and frustrated at how continually divided the
Pagan community really is, and how *vicious* it can be to others. I have encountered more intolerance and spiteful behaviour in these so-called 'spiritual circles' than I have ever seen elsewhere. The real threat is not from organised ( Read more... )
one has intimidated me...I am leaving because my departure has
made a statement and has proven a point.
Folks have made me the focal point for their rancour and rage for
a while now. Wild claims of cyber stalking were made for the simple
act of putting people name's on my list. I could not see their 'friends only' entries. I would have to be placed on their
friends only list to have the ability. This cyber stalker got mail
at the Iatut_SkhmtSrqt addy that....well I would not like to send
to people... I hated. I got some interesting entries which I screened, copied than deleted so the writer could not remove them.
(snicker). All this while folks were screaming 'Stalker'.
Never have I seen so many people spending so much energy, effort and time in putting down 2 'insignificant' women....
Katie left because of the stress of such an onslaught.
I am leaving to prove a point. In fact, I have already proven it and I have not even left entirely....That will come with the final
deletion of my journals.
I have been accused of causing people to live in fear of their thoughts; their journals; their very lives! (?) ;)
Folks are hiding because of me....and a person actually apologised
for causing the problem that I represented...
In their eyes, I became the lighting rod that fueled their sparks; the oil that fueled the fires of their rage. I left...and by leaving...should have doused the burning heat that surronded them.
Should have but my 'departure' did not. The fires still burn and spread.I watch....as entries are written and posted everywhere save the Nun.....Such posts will not find a home on the Nun. No healing comes from such entries... Hatred feeds upon itself and and when finally their is nothing left, it consumes even itself.
Now that I am 'gone', look who is posting. Look who is raging. Look
who points fingers and screams....not at me....but at two women whose presence was once forgotten and now remembered.
If indeed my presence is the cause of so much strife, why is it
still spreading now that I no longer post in my journal(s)?
It should not be....but it is...
I have proven my point.
Hugs. Sis.
Nemtet...
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I did briefly make my journal friends-only. But then, I reconsidered. Why should I? I have nothing to hide. (~*snip*~) I am a child of Sekhmet, and Sekhmet does not hide Her true Face. But I *do* have control over who gets to post in my journal and see what posts I make.
That is exactly how I feel and perceive the situation, why one morning I awoke and decided it was a good day to 'go public'; stop posting in friend's only format and stood my ground;
My reasoning is if folks don't like my 'lair' and the 'literary
furnishings' therein, they can run right of it and not stop to take
paw swipes at the furnishings.
That is why I stayed in my lair and roared. Now....I don't bother.
Found a nicer mountain. Great location. Wonderful view. bigger den...for a cosier lair....and I am packing up my stuff to go at
a time of my personal choosing. (lol)
Just cause some folks calm the original is the flagship of a fleet
does not make it so...anymore then the U.S.S.Enterprise A was the flagship once the U.S.S. Escalibor was built (Star Trek reference)
Nemtet...
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