Meh.
Work's been fine, save for the little annoyances and some advetures with associates and managers that I'll cover in another post.
I did realize something though... that I'm ashamed for my clothing and I don't want to go to New York looking like I do. I'm weeks away from going and I can't find the cash to buy a few pairs of jeans. I'll just have to see. It's stupid, I know, but... oh what the hell, I'm being self concious... *sigh*
Second, well... this is kinda retarded... but I want to go to the diru concert with mel and julia... but there's no way they'd let me off to do it... and money... and... and...
*sigh*
Just whiney and a little bummed. I'll get over it. I think I'm just bummed cos I won't be there to see Mel get her tattoo... :3
Which I've been debating about too... but I don't want to go by myself. *wuss*
Well, enough of my self loathing... which it really wasn't... just a pity party and looking for love... haha...
Going to bed now, those that have my number, call me if you need me. *zips off*
I did realize something though... that I'm ashamed for my clothing and I don't want to go to New York looking like I do. I'm weeks away from going and I can't find the cash to buy a few pairs of jeans. I'll just have to see. It's stupid, I know, but... oh what the hell, I'm being self concious... *sigh*
Second, well... this is kinda retarded... but I want to go to the diru concert with mel and julia... but there's no way they'd let me off to do it... and money... and... and...
*sigh*
Just whiney and a little bummed. I'll get over it. I think I'm just bummed cos I won't be there to see Mel get her tattoo... :3
Which I've been debating about too... but I don't want to go by myself. *wuss*
Well, enough of my self loathing... which it really wasn't... just a pity party and looking for love... haha...
Going to bed now, those that have my number, call me if you need me. *zips off*