Nov 07, 2006 20:45
Lately I have been miserable and I am not really sure why.
Can't figure it out and it is really bothering me.
My insecurities have been at an all time high, which is causing me to be overly sensitive to anything and everything.
Maybe it is not drinking and smoking that is causing some sort of chemical imbalance, maybe it is the fact I got my IUD out and so my hormones are attempting to level themselves out. Who knows?
All I know is that I want things to be different.... soon.
I am over-stressing everything...possibly having to move,not having enough money-ever-even though I make good money,all the weight I have gained back,what a disarray my house is currently in, the fact I keep getting my period, the whole finding out about my ex( I could care less about him personally, but it is so not fair that he gets to be 'happy family' and I can't)...
Hopefully something will change soon because if it continues on like this no good will come of it .....