Apr 19, 2006 19:58
Lots of nothing going on....nothing really too exciting.
Haven't really felt like going out much, in fact been feeling very antsy for some reason, perhaps it is the not really having extra money or maybe the fact I feel I have gained so much weight or that I just feel stagnant. Whatever is the cause I am antsy, paranoid, needy, bitchy etc....positively a joy to be around lol.
I used to think I really missed the 'routine' but now I am not so sure. I just wish this feeling would go away. Or I could at least figure out what is causing it.
My close friend is getting ready to leave for 6 months soon and that is making me sad and envious....I am sure I will still talk to her every day but....
I really just think I need to get away, take a road trip, not stress about anything *sigh*