Jan 21, 2006 09:18
yesterday: spent the day with Mark.
very very nice.
i stayed a little later than usual so i could pick meaghan up from her friend shanno's house which was on the way home from Mark's.
When I was about 2 minutes from her house i called meaghan so i wouldn't have to wait for her too long. she didn't answer. i called a couple more times and still no answer. i even called shanno but no answer.
i sat in the driveway waiting and the engine stalls. not surprised, that car does that sometimes. so i figured i'd leave it off cause i wasn't about to waste any gas waiting for meaghan.
i waited about 10 minutes before anyone answered their phone and meaghan came out of the house.
mind you this was at 12:30- 1ish in the morning and it was pouring rain. i was cold and tired and had no patience.
so meaghan gets into the car and i go to start it up. nothing. it doesn't even rev. i sit there trying to start it for a good 5 minutes before meaghan calls shanno to tell her what is going on. i then called mark and tried to tell him what was going on but i couldn't really talk because i was so upset.
to make a long story short. mark came to shannon's house, jumped the car, then we switched cars (so his dad could figure out what was wrong with the car and get it fixed) and then we went home. for those of you who don't know i've been driving one of mark's dad's cars since my accident.
but i keep thinking that what happened last night was supposed to happen and it happened for a reason. like it was some sort of test. but what the fuck was it testing?
so i'm in a much better state than what i was in last night. but i'm still a little upset. it is as if whatever car i touch it breaks down or something. and i don't want to cause mark or his family any greif with trying to help me out with a car. i almost just want to go to a dealership and get a new car but i don't exactly know if i'll be able to pay it off with the job i have now. i was going to wait until the summer/tavern when i'll be getting a steady flow of cash and i'll have saved up a little from this job.
but on the other hand i was amazed that mark would come over at 1:30 in the morning to jump the car and then give me his own car to drive. i mean it wasn't that far from his house but still.
i am the luckiest girl in the whole world. i don't know what i would do without him. i don't know what i did to deserve him. he is soo good to me.