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Hola whoever reads this thingy! I got home not long ago and im bored already.. i should go to bed... but no :)..... I actually thought of ashley when i got online so i was hoping she was on but she's not :(... I went to the school play with friends then drove around and found alex's campsite and his dad was freaking scary and when his dad came walking to our car we sorda drove off lol..... his dad is so freaky... he doesnt even try to be either. Every time he makes a joke and he laughs it scares the hell outta me.. geeze. I am getting into different music lately too.... I am catching myself listening to good old santana of course, then john mayer some too which is new for me... I also like fall-out boy and taking back sunday. But I will always love eve 6. :) I was asked what i want for christmas the other day and im like... holy crap.... X-mas is almost here! And of course i dont know what i want... money is always good but that wont be good enough... i huess i can ask for an i-pod... i think they are a little unessary and expensive but if its for christmas i guess i can prolly get one... My portable c-d player is pretty shot. i donno... i need to do some thought with this b/c I would like to get some things that are differnt than all the old stuff from my old views on things... if that makes sense..... anyways..... when i was watching that movie at cara's i was like sleeping..lol... when im not watching a movie snuggled up w/ a girl or if its not like at 7 oclock (it was 10:30ish) i always tend to fall asleep..... We were watching "homewardbound", you know... with the dogs and cat and they get lost in the wild and totally awesomeness....... It was me, danny, travis, and cara and silvey... silveys boyfriend alex was camping somewhere which i mentioned earlier..... Tommarrow should be interesting.... going to save a girls ass from her family in the morning... then a huge group to hang out, then hike, then curl up next to a bonfire and bond.. lol..... i so want Ashley from my geo class to go but yeah..... she is so cute and fun i just want to pick her up and run away with her, haha. But im like a totally different person at school and that is the only person she see's so yeah..... i just wish i could read her mind and what she thinks of me ya know.... i asked her out to do something 2 times... got the blow off 2 times... but that was like 2 months ago and she recently has shown a little more intrest in me it seems like..... blahhh........ I still have christi's phone number which i got last wensday when i met her and asked for it,,,,, i know shes interested in me for sure but i think ill wait till after the 2 days of school next week just to make sure.............. ok.... i have been listening to this john mayer song like over and over again.... im liking this guy a lot... his music i mean... lol..................... ....................................................................................................Ok, this matt guy has asked me to be in his band he is putting together and i am totally going to join it.. I love playing my drums and this guy is awesome... He is dating my friend katie loring and he is a kicker for the football team.. 2nd string, and he is always wearing a cowboy hat at the FCA meetings on tuesday nights...lol But he asked me if I was good at drums and i was like... ive been playing since 5th grade and now im in 12th grade and he was like... ok maybe you shouldnt join my band b/c he was like... im just ok not all that great... which i dont care b/c im not looking to go big... just maybe a gig at the mayfest this year ya know?....................ok im going to like gpo through my closet and go through everything and change my clothing style a little bit.. Maybe go by new shit w/ my grandma for X-mas... She always buys me so much stuff its great lol....She always gets me this HUGE tub of CHEESE popcorn... NOTHING else, just CHEESE popcorn.... I LOVE YOU GRANDMA!!!! ..... Lord..... My HALF BIRTHDAY is December 11th!!!!!!! omg..... I am already half way to being 19 YEARS OLD!!!!! jesus im getting old.... this is messed up.... only one more year of being a teenager.... sigh....... i seemed to have wasted my teenage years but i think im starting a new better life this year,,, well... this year is the transition of my mindset that is..........I have decided to run in college... I am already accepted and have a scholorship to SMSU in springfield missouri so i am not changing schools for running..... SMSU has an AWESOME running team so i will NOT be varsity but I want to run OD's and Workouts with them to keep in shape you know? And have friends to bond with..... im going to miss running at O'Fallon and im going to miss all my friends.... tyler, eike, nate, tommy, danny, mikey, but especially Travis and Alex.... Trav, Alex, and I have run together for soooooooooo damn long... next year will be depressing..... But im going to visit O'Fallon and go to all the meets I can possibly go to. I have to watch my boy Tyler Kick ass as Number 1. And see my boy Chris kick ass at writing down those times.... Yeah Chris!!
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ok i think i have written enough... i dont want to go to bed... too awake.....
well..... laters
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ok i think i have written enough... i dont want to go to bed... too awake.....
well..... laters