Aug 13, 2009 09:22
so i really miss my room mate.
like quote of the day
taco bell walks at 9:00 at night
after a long day of bull shit
stalking people out the window
mainly just me stalking "people"
but she was there
i miss "My Humps"
our board where we talked about
mitchell
a lot
and his inability to hold it
and bakin' babies
I miss when her mom
would come down
and we would steal her car to drive
only to discover that someone
was dumping bodies over the bridge
I miss ranting about getting jobs
and freaking out because we had to call people
i miss top model
i miss the FORT
i miss the smell of the dorm
and having her to be there
when it all came down to it
she was there
and i loved it!
now it feels like we
are MILES apart.
like some cliche song
that gets stuck playing over and over
and over and over
on the radio
but its the only station that my buick can get
what happened?
was it the seperate rooms?
was it the new room mates
that made this feel so bad?
was she-devil up her butt so much
that there was no room for me anymore
it was probably me.
i probably changed
i dont now
i just know that i miss us
and i just really want it back
or at least
at the bull shit to disappear
and us to start fresh
like the first day we meet
or the first phone call we had
i thought she was a prep
like one of those athletic girls
who i hated in school
the ones with the hair bands
who never cared about anything
but sports
and when we talked on the phone
her voice was high pitched
but that was because she gets nervous
and her voice jumps an octave
like me
which is why we get along so well
or did.
but i remember my mom telling me about her
when i was in brazil
she plays guitar
she likes green day
monkeys
blue and green
and i remember on the first day i gave her a monkey pen
that my mom found and MADE me give to her.
i felt lame.
i miss snowball fights
math class
talking about cute boys
her hott teacher
and the tactics we would use to
seduce the men we wanted
i miss dirty dishes
and laundry parties
i miss you always listening to my songs
even when i know i was
being annoying
half the time
i was being annoying
and either out of love
or just lazyiness
you out up with me
so thanks!
i miss the idea
of having our rooms
and then
coming into the rooms and
ranting
and complaining
it never worked the
way i always wanted it too
i really REALLY really miss
sarah (jean) schmidt
i miss each day
getting closer
and letting her in
HAHAHA!!
i miss her perverted mind
and how she made me perverted too :)
i miss coming home after break
telling each other the CRAZY drama
that happened
her dad
my dad
our families
we're the same
and completely different
which is why we worked so well
as people
as room mates
as best friends
i miss you
and when you cuts my bangs
and when we had mud fights
and you putting up with my
posters and obsession
with zac efron
and your encouragement
and the bean bags
and our pre-historic tv
so many things
so many...
i really REALLY miss you
purity pledge sister
slutttt.