It's been a while...

[tamary01]

Wow. It has been so long since I took the time to update my LJ. In fact, since Guys and Dolls. Weird, right? Skipped over the whole graduation thing, the summer camp thing, and now look where I am in my life. College. Weird..right? It's fun here, I just need to get into an arts program...soon...or I might go crazy. And if that doesn't work out here at BU, then fuck it- I am going to audition for some conservatory schools...which could be a great thing for me. So, I sit here and ask myself...why update today? I woke up this morning a mess- went to the health services for students place (scaryyy) and found out I have 101 fever...and they tested for strep. Fuck... beginning of school...I dont even know these teachers (oh excuse me- professors) and I can barely keep my head up. So, I went to this mornings classes..then had a catastrophe and didnt go to any this afternoon. Took me a while to find some chicken noodle soup...got some and brought it to the dorm. Warmed it up in the microwave, then when I took it out it was so hot, and I fucking spilled it all over myself and the floor, adn burnt my hand. Screaming, crying, I was trying to scrub the carpet with my left hand since my right was burnt and in pain! Why can't I function today? So..then I passed out in my bed. I got some rest...I am auditioning for a theatre group tongith.. the show I am auditioning for is How To Succeed In Business Without Really Trying. It's by Frank Loesser! *Who wrote Guys and Dolls music. I am kind of excited...there are a few parts I really want.. well one in particular, but I'm flexible. I am also auditoing for another show next week- this one's a hot one- ROCKY HORROR LIVE. How fucking cool would that be if I could be in Rocky Horror? I am excited. I think I will like it here more if I get in one of these shows....it was so weird to go to the meeting. Reminded me of my first HTC meeting.. a bunch of weird upper classmen who say bizarre things and know each other, etc. Kind of funny......kind of nervous to audition.

Anyway, friends, comment, I miss you. Keep in touch guys.

Love you All.