some things.
1) i don't want a baby, i never wanna have kids, i hope and pray to jesus that i will never get pregnant, BUT i kinda wanna give birth just to see if my period cramps are similar or the same as labor pains. i have heard that this is true. the only way of finding out is to actually give birth. so, i guess i will never know. but, i will continue to assume that it is true anyway and just curse god for making me give birth to my uterine lining every month. :(
2) i am going to feel better. i don't care what it takes. i don't care how many things i have to do that i don't want to do or how often i have to do these things or whatever. it's going to happen. i am going to continue feeling good about life. and i am not going to let things, ESPECIALLY OTHER PEOPLE'S THINGS (NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARE ABOUT THEM) get to me. that's that.
3) some people are so fucking stupid and immature that i wonder sometimes how they made it this far in life. i guess SO MANY people are like this, actually, that it is a safer place out there for emotional-maturity challenged people. it helps since you never feel anything and don't have to think about your actions and how dumb they are. so, you get by through ignorance. and even though you suck for it, you were better off anyway. whatever.
4) paying back student loans is a fucking pain the goddamn ass.
5) a pain in the ass is much more pleasant than a pain in the uterus.
that's all.
2) i am going to feel better. i don't care what it takes. i don't care how many things i have to do that i don't want to do or how often i have to do these things or whatever. it's going to happen. i am going to continue feeling good about life. and i am not going to let things, ESPECIALLY OTHER PEOPLE'S THINGS (NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARE ABOUT THEM) get to me. that's that.
3) some people are so fucking stupid and immature that i wonder sometimes how they made it this far in life. i guess SO MANY people are like this, actually, that it is a safer place out there for emotional-maturity challenged people. it helps since you never feel anything and don't have to think about your actions and how dumb they are. so, you get by through ignorance. and even though you suck for it, you were better off anyway. whatever.
4) paying back student loans is a fucking pain the goddamn ass.
5) a pain in the ass is much more pleasant than a pain in the uterus.
that's all.