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My friends still post here? Its kinda sad cause this place seems to have been forgotten. Just wanted to say hi. If any are left i wont forget u. Probably wont post here much. Not much to say any more. Kinda giving up on a few things. Sad to admit i should have a few years ago. Life is so different than i thought it would turn out. Rather tired of life actually. But will hang on because of my hubby and pets. Everyone else is fine or doesnt care or doesnt need me....but as long as my senior critters and hubby are here i have perpose and life has meaning. Nothing else matters. But grandbaby i would like to meet for real....and wanted a little place so we can b ok...but i dont think either is gonna happen. I just gotta get stuff back to certain people so the stuff doesnt fall into the wrong hands. I want nothing of mine that matters to me left for my stepkids to paw through. They will get enough to laugh over and go through of our stuff. They wont touch anything oathbound even if i have to give everything back to keep it safe. Gotta try to get rid of anything of my things that mean anything to me and give it to people who can use it. Gotta have eye surgery for my sight. I hope. Once i get stuff like that done then i can rest. Too much stuff. Stuff we dont need. H should give his stuff to his kids while he lives so they wont be greedy scavengers later. If they come in here if he passes i wont have the strength to argue if they demand stuff. And if i go first they will do the same thing and he wont fight em. Too bad the house doesnt burn down. Then they wouldnt get shit...except "their" money. Then we could laugh from the other side cause we would have won a tiny victory. Damn tiny. I love my man. He deserves soooooooo much better than the hand hes been dealt. He should be worry-free and happy and not having to wonder if his son and adopted daughter will be good to him to get his things only. For once i would like to be wrong about them....but i know i am not. Getting old sucks cause u realise just how selfish humans are. If i were god (s) i would have destroyed the earth already. Good thing for mankind i am not. Humans were a FAILED experiment.