wtf....
i havent updated in a while but now i think its time to....ive changed alot.... i mean alot.. im not into drugs i havent been for a long time. but a few days ago the law came to my house cause someone stole stuff from my parents and it looks like i helped them out... first of all i honeslty dont know who did it but i think my brother chris did secondly im not one to steal from a family member just cuase i stole from walmart and got caught doesnt mean ill steal everything...i havent stolen one thing since then...NOTHING i swear.... but like serioulsy then i was all which way did i come out of the house at the time these things were stolen ...hmm the front door...and i was all no brittany picked me up i went out through the glass doors i was set on that i rode the bus but no brittany really did pick me up and we went to school and were almost late...i didnt open any doors to my brother or the theif andi didnt take anything i just wish my family could believe me just this once... now they have attitudes towards me and it really does suck and it hurts my brohter doug came in and had a talk with me and that hurt to hes like if you know anything tell me and im all no and hes like get rid of your attitude towards mom and dad and im all i dont have one and hes all yes you do just becuase you want to hang out with your drug addict coked up friend till two or four in the morning and they wotn let you doesnt mean you get and attitude.... hell please shut the fuck up the only one that does coke these days are raul and zak and raul barley does it and i only really hang out with him during school...and on top of that im really not trying to fit in with my "drug" friends i dont much really have any....so yea people just need to stay out of my life and let me do my own thing adn stop reading my lj's adn yellin at me about it.... gosh all i want to do is have fun with out drugs and i cant even do that cuase when i do people think oh yea she was on something she cant ever have fun with out drugs...hello what do you think im doing..i didnt do drugs to have fun i did then to forget everybody thing and my own problems... but now im trying to deal like a regular person and i cant even do that.... i mean i met new kids to get away from it and i have.... all i can say is this and maybe people will acutally believe me i had nothing to do with what happneed here at my house honeslty and truth fully i didnt...