Alone
So now that I'm home alone for the next few days, I can update without the younger sibling hovering near by. Yesterday was happy. Emotions of today are compiling and threating it break loose in tears, if I allow it. I'm not going to allow it, its not worth the energy or the thought. Or at least to some extent its not. Damn family drama....lol. My family has gone off to the all-star game in houston, whoo-hoo another ballgame, whatever. My annoyance, or rather twinge of jelousy at remaining behind isnt because I wont go to the game, its a childhood and maybe childish feeling of missing out on "dad time." that is those few, and even fewer now, hours when my schedule and dad's conecide and find us in the same space at the same time. If I had the ability to go to the game it would have been to gain a few more hours of the ever elusive "dad time." Ah whatever, work is a must and so I am home alone. Its lonely here, being home alone. at school, you were never really "alone" and if you were, "un-aloneness" was usually a few doors away if not a "drift" away.
So yeah, thus begins my week.
So yeah, thus begins my week.