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Soooooo I discovered that I can't sleep anymore. I wake up every morning around 4 am and just lay around wishing I could fall back asleep. Sad for me.
Sean and I moved in together and things are going really well for us. It's a lot different this time around compared to the first time I decided to take that big step with Matt. We are happy together... nothing feels forced like it did with Matt and I. I remember how distanced our relationship became the moment we moved in together, he would spend most of his time in the living room and I would spend most of the time in the room. I knew it wasn't going to work out probably a month after living with him. I cleaned up after him all the time and it got to the point where I didn't even want him to touch me. The best thing that could have possibly happened to me was him and I ending our relationship. I learned a lot from what we had but I am so much happier now. I feel the complete opposite now with Sean than I did with Matt. I love being around him and spending time with him, I love staying up all night with him watching movies and laughing. When he tells me he loves me and how beautiful I am I believe him. It's nothing like I have felt before my whole life. I couldn't ask for a more amazing boyfriend.
Sean and I moved in together and things are going really well for us. It's a lot different this time around compared to the first time I decided to take that big step with Matt. We are happy together... nothing feels forced like it did with Matt and I. I remember how distanced our relationship became the moment we moved in together, he would spend most of his time in the living room and I would spend most of the time in the room. I knew it wasn't going to work out probably a month after living with him. I cleaned up after him all the time and it got to the point where I didn't even want him to touch me. The best thing that could have possibly happened to me was him and I ending our relationship. I learned a lot from what we had but I am so much happier now. I feel the complete opposite now with Sean than I did with Matt. I love being around him and spending time with him, I love staying up all night with him watching movies and laughing. When he tells me he loves me and how beautiful I am I believe him. It's nothing like I have felt before my whole life. I couldn't ask for a more amazing boyfriend.