Nov 05, 2005 02:03
its funny how some people in life come and go as they please or because its just that time in their life to move on.
life here will always stay the same, but in a way also change as time goes on. the people that we are surrounded by are the same people our kids will be surrounded by and their kids and their kids after that.
at this point in time we are now supposed to be looking into the next steps of our lives: college. we (at the age of 17 and 18 years old), are supposed to know exactly what we want to do for the rest of our lives. this is something i refuse to do. in a few months we are to leave the people that we have grown up beside for the rest of our lives and to never look back because this would for one reason or another show that we are weak or that we wont make it in this "big bad world."
what i wonder day in and day out though, is where i am going to be in five or ten years.
tonight i sat around with three other people and talked about the goods and the bads. this is where life really matters. who is the person you are going to be in five to ten years? are you going to like that person?
then i drove the girl with beautiful eyes somewhere. she doesnt notice though.
nice guys really do finish last. thats what makes them so nice.
and as selfish as this sounds, that makes me not want to be so nice anymore.