so yeah I watched the new Supernatural 2 some hours ago and yeah I'm still a little teary-eyed.
First episode I've watched now caught up in the show that made go back to my feelings from seasons 5 and 6. Basically I'm highly invested in Cas and he is my token most favorite character in the show and to see him again (and Misha you lookin' good as the well-dressed Emanuel) did make me cry.
Because then Dean's reaction.
My goggles are incredibly tight shhhhh but it's okay. I can't even talk about it properly because I never can talk about things properly.
Everything is Cas,
and everything hurts.