for james... and me... sort of...
"once divided
nothing left to subtract
some words when spoken - cant be taken back
walks on his own - with thoughts he cant help thinking
futures above
but in the past he's slow and sinking" - PJ
"I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
I'll keep taking punches till the will grows tired
I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind
I wont change direction, and i won't change my mind
How much difference does it make?" -PJ
"Welcome to nowhere fast
Nothing here ever lasts
Nothing but memories
of what never was"
"Beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sun
Wonderful, you're wonderful, as wonderful as they come
And i can't help but feel attached
to the feelings i can't even match
...
and im sure you know me well, as im sure you dont
but you just can't tell
who'll you love and who you wont
dont let your life wrap up around you
dont forget to call, whenever
i'll be here just waiting for you
i'll be under your stars forever
neither here nor there just right beside you" -SP
"'Looks like i've lost my will to carry on my friend'she said, 'and you can here it in my whispered cries for love. i need your blissful touch to carry me away again..so can we run tonight, run for your desert, can we start over? It is no victory but i dont care if its wrong or right." - Live
Will put my own shit here at some point... when the anti-depressant of the day kicks in. Never thought i'd be the one on them... but i guess shit happens eh? dreamed about you last night, james. Dreamed i came back to boston and you were with audrey and when i hugged you goodbye, you didnt hug me back. I woke up crying... and i havent cried in forever because anti-depressants dont let you cry.
off to Port Alfred for the day... got my first car on monday... excitement. Time to drive far away... into the ocean and away from here. be well all.
nothing left to subtract
some words when spoken - cant be taken back
walks on his own - with thoughts he cant help thinking
futures above
but in the past he's slow and sinking" - PJ
"I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
I'll keep taking punches till the will grows tired
I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind
I wont change direction, and i won't change my mind
How much difference does it make?" -PJ
"Welcome to nowhere fast
Nothing here ever lasts
Nothing but memories
of what never was"
"Beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sun
Wonderful, you're wonderful, as wonderful as they come
And i can't help but feel attached
to the feelings i can't even match
...
and im sure you know me well, as im sure you dont
but you just can't tell
who'll you love and who you wont
dont let your life wrap up around you
dont forget to call, whenever
i'll be here just waiting for you
i'll be under your stars forever
neither here nor there just right beside you" -SP
"'Looks like i've lost my will to carry on my friend'she said, 'and you can here it in my whispered cries for love. i need your blissful touch to carry me away again..so can we run tonight, run for your desert, can we start over? It is no victory but i dont care if its wrong or right." - Live
Will put my own shit here at some point... when the anti-depressant of the day kicks in. Never thought i'd be the one on them... but i guess shit happens eh? dreamed about you last night, james. Dreamed i came back to boston and you were with audrey and when i hugged you goodbye, you didnt hug me back. I woke up crying... and i havent cried in forever because anti-depressants dont let you cry.
off to Port Alfred for the day... got my first car on monday... excitement. Time to drive far away... into the ocean and away from here. be well all.