Oct 09, 2005 12:05
ok so last night sucked ass
i didnt even get slightly drunk claire did tho YAY CLAIRE
you know when you get drunk and you do somethin you regret well i did that without being pissed last night it should not have happened but i let it thank you alan for pointing it out to me
claire im sorry
I took a course in hallelujah I went to night school for the blues I took some stuff they said would cool ya, heh heh but nothing seemed to light my fuse
i really regret havin a party now ive still got tons of booze left [much more drinkin 2 do me thinks]
my delusions from last nite could tear me apart as much as i know they were false i wanted them to be real
I am pathetic to believe myself
I've had some lovers like a joy ride some things are never what they seem my heaven's turned into a landslide I thank God I woke up from that dream untill I met a blind man who taught me how to see, yeah a blind man who could change night into day and if I can I'm gonna make you come with me yeah, 'cause here comes the sun and we'll be chasing all the clouds away