no1 undesrstands me
i am fuckin fed up of the whole world dismissing me as depressed and boring (granted i am) but people fail to seek a cause only what they assume to be a cure for the problem!
you all think you can read me like a book but there are more sides to me than you think, some i withhold for personal reasons and others i keep back to save you pain. i wish i could tell you everything but i know you wont care so i don't.
and for the benefit of becki burke: not everything that pains my life revolves around claire, despite the fact that most of it does, and you don't know half what you think you do.
unlike most people i don't let go easily for me its like trying to let go of your life IMPOSSIBLE.
i do not deserve the air i breathe
i should have died years ago! now my existence serves no purpose and without a purpose why go on?!
you all think you can read me like a book but there are more sides to me than you think, some i withhold for personal reasons and others i keep back to save you pain. i wish i could tell you everything but i know you wont care so i don't.
and for the benefit of becki burke: not everything that pains my life revolves around claire, despite the fact that most of it does, and you don't know half what you think you do.
unlike most people i don't let go easily for me its like trying to let go of your life IMPOSSIBLE.
i do not deserve the air i breathe
i should have died years ago! now my existence serves no purpose and without a purpose why go on?!