Paragon

May 22, 2012 10:54

I am not a paragon.
I am only human.
I sit on my ass because I have nothing better to do.
I sit and listen and take it all.
I shut up because it's the best way to make things better.
I clean and tidy.
I wait for the weekends.
I want to walk and can't.
I want to combine and can't.
I want to clean and can't.
I hope and dream and plan ... to no end.
There may be an end, but I can not see it, and worry to the future.
To that unforseen future.

Will my health fail ?
Will my finances dwindle to nothing ?
Will I devolve into that darkend spirit of dread ?
Will the world end in December ?
If it will I should give up now wand enjoy the last few months of life.
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