Mar 10, 2005 00:36
Time to do an entry and not get pissy about certain things. Anyways, I know it has been ages, but now there is actually something to really write about. I move out of greeley..THANK GOD..and got back into civilization. I stayed with JP for a short while and now I am staying with rob and meg. This is only until I have my shit up and running so I can move into a place of my own for the first time ever. This is cool, and after reading meg's last post, I am sure she is ecstatic to hear that. Because I really do hate to be a burden on people...so once I am out I can just be a burden to myself and the only person to bitch publicly about it will be me. Now I know that that may sound catty, but it isn't...just being truthful get outta other peoples hair and houses and make my own way. It's exciting and a bit daunting...but hell if some of the people I know can do it..I sure as fuck should be able to. I have a stable job now and getting paid decently. I forsee great things happening within the next 3 months. With any luck at all, come fall or spring I will also be back in school. I am so glad that I have the financial opportunity to attend a good college when others don't that I cannot afford to waste the chance. Anyways, I had a boyfriend for a short while...this seems to be the norm for me...lol, but we broke up due to some very extenuating circumstances...all looks good that in due time we will be together again, but until that time I will be going nuts. I really do love him and will be there for him as much as possible...hell with any luck my newfound drive and stability will give him a bit more incentive to come back to me sooner and we can make a life together. In closing I do want to say that I am greatful to all of you who have helped me through this crap with either kind words or opening up your homes to me. That has meant more to me than I believe any of you will ever know. I am finally becoming a self sufficient adult. Much love to all of you. adieu!