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The splendors of life...just spent an hour packing some of the stuff to go over to the new apartment on the first trip, and then also remembered that I don't own a damn piece of furniture yet (got all caught up in my excitment) so I need to go shopping, this weekend, for all kinds of stuff. At least two bookshelves, a desk for my computer, a dresser, and maybe a good bed if I can afford one...maybe. But the rest is essential, I can sleep on a sole mattress for now if need be (which I am getting tonight) but I would much rather have an actual bed or something, but hey, will see.
Tests tomorrow, thursday, and Friday...Not looking forward to a battery this soon after getting back, but have little choice in the matter, not to mention "volun-told" military activities after school on thursday and friday, to add to my joyous excitment. Supposedly tomorrow too, but I am going to vouche out on the "moving" card if I can. Should at least be living in the apartment by this weekend, if not starting to set up, and by conclusion of the weekend, assuming I get my furniture, everything should be semi-quasi-back to normal in a new location. The internet will be down for a few days (this weekend) while I transfer my darling system and re-setup everything over there on the new provider...~sigh~
Talk about running out of places to vent, this is my pipeline to salvation right here. I get through and enjoy life, and well, all of you get to read all of the crap I dump here as to avoid the melodrama from occurring in my real life. Now I will be without for like 2 whole days, heh.
If you have heard the ugly rumors though, yes they are just about true...I am strongly debating quiting drinking, and so until I decide, I won't be drinking, because anything else would be procrastination.
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My eyes drift closed, once again darkness washes over sight
Different visions this time, slowly focusing in darkness I see light
On the white sand of a beach front, waves lap gently though they rise high
I am not quite alone in this place though I stand alone here
There is a presence there on that beach in my mind and in my heart
It has no body in the visions, but it loves that ocean and calls me back
This being offers comfort and laughter, a siren calling to my sense of longing
And yet I stand fast in place, only feeling her song through my mind
I do not budge, I cannot go, and she lives only in my heart until I go
And leave this darkness far behind...
~~~~~`
Whatever the fuck that means.
Tests tomorrow, thursday, and Friday...Not looking forward to a battery this soon after getting back, but have little choice in the matter, not to mention "volun-told" military activities after school on thursday and friday, to add to my joyous excitment. Supposedly tomorrow too, but I am going to vouche out on the "moving" card if I can. Should at least be living in the apartment by this weekend, if not starting to set up, and by conclusion of the weekend, assuming I get my furniture, everything should be semi-quasi-back to normal in a new location. The internet will be down for a few days (this weekend) while I transfer my darling system and re-setup everything over there on the new provider...~sigh~
Talk about running out of places to vent, this is my pipeline to salvation right here. I get through and enjoy life, and well, all of you get to read all of the crap I dump here as to avoid the melodrama from occurring in my real life. Now I will be without for like 2 whole days, heh.
If you have heard the ugly rumors though, yes they are just about true...I am strongly debating quiting drinking, and so until I decide, I won't be drinking, because anything else would be procrastination.
~~~~
My eyes drift closed, once again darkness washes over sight
Different visions this time, slowly focusing in darkness I see light
On the white sand of a beach front, waves lap gently though they rise high
I am not quite alone in this place though I stand alone here
There is a presence there on that beach in my mind and in my heart
It has no body in the visions, but it loves that ocean and calls me back
This being offers comfort and laughter, a siren calling to my sense of longing
And yet I stand fast in place, only feeling her song through my mind
I do not budge, I cannot go, and she lives only in my heart until I go
And leave this darkness far behind...
~~~~~`
Whatever the fuck that means.