awww momma i never thank you for all that you do for me and im not even your kid though i pretend i am sometimes lol aww love ya but anyway you allways get through it one way or another with a strained smile on your face this time will be no different
strained smiletalonsmomkJune 10 2005, 10:07:14 UTC
Hehehe...makes me think of strained peas...I am a coffee bean. yas a coffee bean...its one of lifes little lessons. if you take an egg, a potato and a coffee bean and put them in pots of boiling water. the egg changes , it becomes hard...the potato will eventually disolve in to the water...but the coffee bean changes the water and the longer it boils the better the result...without changeing, in diverse circumstances the coffee bean changes its suroundings and ( in my view) makes it better. so , the hotter the water gets that i am submerged in ...I think to myself..THIS is going to be really good coffee !!
Re: strained smiletalonsmomkJune 10 2005, 10:10:41 UTC
By the way Adrian, I love you dearly and think that you are one of the most loveable and considerate and even (GASP!) responsable people that I know. now, that said HOney, Please stop takeing the problems of the world onto your own shoulders (yes they are nice wide strong shoulders) but SON, I've learned the hard way that in most cases the more you help other people the more they quit trying to help themselfs.
strained smile of my ownfallfrmdisgraceJune 10 2005, 19:09:17 UTC
its hard as you well know but ya i know i got to make some changes for my own well being and some of those changes are closer to home than others as you know some things you know about and live with but ya my "nice wide strong shoulders" are starting to buckle and i have a life to live and lessons to learn i wont allow my self to be stunted any more by a relentless wieght i myself have pushed on my back i wanna live my life how i allways wanted and as a gemini crave free...
Re: strained smile of my owntalonsmomkJune 12 2005, 09:34:02 UTC
I wish you the best of Luck on this endevor Dear one. I hate to see you internalizing the pain of others and takeing it out on yourself. you ARE a good person and you DESERVE to be happy and If not NOW, WHEN?
Adrian, My Beautiful Gemini, only YOU can control your life, Only you can choose the company you keep. Only You can choose how YOU conduct yourself. the very duality of Gemini craves both love and freedom . Love and freedom seldom come together , all love implies giveing of ones self. if you love an animal you must feed it...if you love a garment you must clean it and hang it up and take care when wearing it. If you love a person you must concede your feelings and plans to their needs also. to be loved is to never really be free.
"The Greatest Thing You Will Ever Learn Is To Love and Be Loved In Return"
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Adrian, My Beautiful Gemini, only YOU can control your life, Only you can choose the company you keep. Only You can choose how YOU conduct yourself. the very duality of Gemini craves both love and freedom . Love and freedom seldom come together , all love implies giveing of ones self. if you love an animal you must feed it...if you love a garment you must clean it and hang it up and take care when wearing it. If you love a person you must concede your feelings and plans to their needs also. to be loved is to never really be free.
"The Greatest Thing You Will Ever Learn Is To Love and Be Loved In Return"
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