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I hate cell phones. Being away from the house isn't enough... I get phone calls. And text messages so I can still stress about my home life when I'm safe away in Beaverton. Good.
I thought I'd be missing all the action of the hacienda... but I'm not. I'm enjoying my time away.
However, i would be having much more solitary time if it weren't for Andy, my mom's roomate from Kentucky. He's great. And funny. But he just won't leave me alone!!! The TV is always on. And it's not even good stuff... it's golf. Fucking golf. Who watches that shit??
And while the TV is going, he is playing his jam band music. I can only take so much!
And the only musical outlet in this house is the computer... in the living room. The one room Andy never leaves!!
But I suppose I'm not here for music and television. I'm here for the break, to take care of the pups, and get some college shit done.
Ugh.
I'm still missing Micheal a great deal. How do you get your brain to stop? To block off entrance to those memories you just don't want circulating in your thought process for the time being? Access denied. That's all I want. A security system.
In other news.
I went to the beach for valentines day. We had a three bedroom suite at seaside. Ate some nice portabellas with Aymie, Andy, George and Kate. And Noelle got really drunk... with some dude that she brought named Colt. Yeah, I wasn't happy about that.
What was going to be a room for me and Micheal ended up going to Nolle and her guy friend of the moment.
I slept in the living room. But I brought my festive lights with me so it was home-y.
The beach was beautiful at night. I've never seen the sky like that. It was one of the most captivating skies I've ever been under.
I love the beach, I want to go back.