Apr 17, 2007 15:09
So as of late, things in my life have been spectacular.
I am finally content and happy with the way things are.
Capstone is getting a little better. School is almost over. I am accepted to Evergreen. And I'm with a very sweet boy who makes me very happy. Yes. I said sweet. I wasnt expecting it either.
And yet, it seems that there is a constant turmoil around me.
Some things cannot be helped. And others are just blown way the fuck out of proportion.
Why?
So much chaos and drama has been generating around me, that it is almost effecting the happiness I have finally obtained.
Most of it doesn't even need to involve me. And though I've been steering clear and practically fleeing at the sight of problems that AREN'T mine to begin with. I somehow wind up becoming a mediator and BAM. I'm involved.
I'm so sick of it, it's unbelievable.
I'm always there for my friends, but fuckingshit. Get happy! Be smart! Grow up!!!!
I have spent a lot of time and energy trying to cater to and please these people.
And im done.
And done with my rant.
I'm still in a decent mood considering no one else was today.
And I have been called into work two hours before the shift. Right after school.
Meaning I have to spend four hours at merlo on Thursday because I also work tommorrow.
Oh well.
Money is the upside. Ipod?Ipod?Ipod?
Incubus is still amazing. Apparently Brandon Boyd wrote a book that is coming out in May.
I'd go to his book signing but it is on the same day as Prom.
Confliction? Just a tad.
Oh well. I'm still going to buy it. And it will still be amazing.
I hope everyone else is doing alright.
It's almost over. Almost over. Almost over over over.