should be happy
I should post here more.
I also should be happy. I'm sending in an application for a one bedroom apartment I saw this weekend--not the best, but not the worst, and its affordable with lots of windows and space. My job is going okay--not the best, but not the worst. I've bought a ticket to BroNYcon (a My Little Pony convention), which I'm not ashamed to say I am totally excited about. I recently treated myself to a new skull (caiman), and some pony figures (stop judging), and more closing-sale-books from Borders than I ought to. By most measurable standards, things are good, or at least better than I have come to expect.
but sometimes its a little lonely in Amandaland. I love having my own place, but after a summer spent with roomates, and neighbors, and meeting new people left and right...it is very quiet here, in my room, and night, and it'll be quieter still when I get that apartment. There'll be no neighbors for me (not that kind of neighborhood...trust me), and I have no friends in town; let's be honest and admit that I have scant friends in this state. The few I have are dear, but it's the kind of situation that makes for infrequent outings. its the sort of thing that has you sitting alone at night, phone in hand with no one to call, computer open but no one to message, car filled up but nowhere to go, and wondering where you went wrong.
anyways. don't mind me. hope all is well with the rest of the internet.
I also should be happy. I'm sending in an application for a one bedroom apartment I saw this weekend--not the best, but not the worst, and its affordable with lots of windows and space. My job is going okay--not the best, but not the worst. I've bought a ticket to BroNYcon (a My Little Pony convention), which I'm not ashamed to say I am totally excited about. I recently treated myself to a new skull (caiman), and some pony figures (stop judging), and more closing-sale-books from Borders than I ought to. By most measurable standards, things are good, or at least better than I have come to expect.
but sometimes its a little lonely in Amandaland. I love having my own place, but after a summer spent with roomates, and neighbors, and meeting new people left and right...it is very quiet here, in my room, and night, and it'll be quieter still when I get that apartment. There'll be no neighbors for me (not that kind of neighborhood...trust me), and I have no friends in town; let's be honest and admit that I have scant friends in this state. The few I have are dear, but it's the kind of situation that makes for infrequent outings. its the sort of thing that has you sitting alone at night, phone in hand with no one to call, computer open but no one to message, car filled up but nowhere to go, and wondering where you went wrong.
anyways. don't mind me. hope all is well with the rest of the internet.