Lately...
Life's been pretty ding-dang-dong sweet.
Sure, I've been sick; and that's kinda sucked.
But other than that...hot damn!
I love my friends and family. The fun I've had in this past month has surpassed....well, any other month I can think of! I dunno how I'm managing to fit work/school/social life in - but I'm happy. Though, I do need to buckle down in the "school" front. I think I have an exam tomorrow! I got an "A" on my Domestic Terrorism exam from last week. *rocks out*
Man, graduation is coming up SO fast! (Not that I'm complaining...) I do need to get stomping on the grad school application process, though. Actually, there are a lot of things I "need" to do. I guess what's making me happy right now is that I feel like while it may seem daunting - I know I'll get it all done. I know I can handle this. How do I know that? Ehhh, I'm not so sure I have an answer. But it feels like things are really coming together. I feel like I have direction in life. It's been a while since I could say that. I don't think I've been so "balls out" excited about living ... ever. Ever, ever. That's a good feeling. Sure, some things in my life need work. But that doesn't mean that anything is "wrong". Things are good - I don't have to sit here waiting for the bottom to drop out; not anymore. Because, you know what? Every time the bottom has dropped out, I've gotten right back up - and things have ended up better than they were before.
Swallow your fears, swallow the things that hold you back - that hold you back from living life.
Sure, I've been sick; and that's kinda sucked.
But other than that...hot damn!
I love my friends and family. The fun I've had in this past month has surpassed....well, any other month I can think of! I dunno how I'm managing to fit work/school/social life in - but I'm happy. Though, I do need to buckle down in the "school" front. I think I have an exam tomorrow! I got an "A" on my Domestic Terrorism exam from last week. *rocks out*
Man, graduation is coming up SO fast! (Not that I'm complaining...) I do need to get stomping on the grad school application process, though. Actually, there are a lot of things I "need" to do. I guess what's making me happy right now is that I feel like while it may seem daunting - I know I'll get it all done. I know I can handle this. How do I know that? Ehhh, I'm not so sure I have an answer. But it feels like things are really coming together. I feel like I have direction in life. It's been a while since I could say that. I don't think I've been so "balls out" excited about living ... ever. Ever, ever. That's a good feeling. Sure, some things in my life need work. But that doesn't mean that anything is "wrong". Things are good - I don't have to sit here waiting for the bottom to drop out; not anymore. Because, you know what? Every time the bottom has dropped out, I've gotten right back up - and things have ended up better than they were before.
Swallow your fears, swallow the things that hold you back - that hold you back from living life.