I feel so.
I remember how in college, every single song I would listen to I could find a way to relate to the lyrics. I would just hear the song and thing, "That's SO me! Gawd, that's how I would put my feelings out there." Somewhere along the line I started listening more to the MUSIC of music than the lyrics.
But recently, after rediscovering my love of listening to Blink-182 in my car and singing loudly and very much off tune, I've put Angels and Airwaves, Blink, and Boxcar Racer back into heavy listening rotation.
My profile song...for the FIRST time in forever, I heard a song that describes me PERFECTLY as to where I'm at right now with everything going on in my life, with my relationships with certain people. [Okay, person. You all know what I mean.]
Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over