Have you ever had a moment where you suddenly realize you have become a completely unfamiliar version of yourself? Someone you know you do not want to be, but for some reason are unable to change that
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You said you can't shake the feeling that your life is headig in a direction you don't want it to go...yet you don't know what direction you want it to go in any ways.
Well, how can it head in a direction you DON'T want it to go, if you don't have a clue where you want it to go in the first place. SOOOo maybe its all in perspective. Maybe it IS going in a direction and will end up some place that you want it to be, you just don't know it yet.
I love u, and this advice sounded much better in my head. I haven't talked to you in ages...too bad you aren't on now. But if you were on, you probably know what I would say any ways. :)
Feel better tash. I like the person you are!
Posted by O*N*D*R*E*A on Wednesday, February 22, 2006 - 9:46 PM [Reply to this] [Remove] [Block User] Tash
I always love your advice, Ondrea. I wish I would've been online. Though you are right, I know what you would say. ;-)
I miss not getting to chat with you as much!!! We need to make a point to rectify that situation. I need another vacation in EL so that I can see you!!!!!!
I love you!! Thanks, doll.
Posted by Tash on Thursday, February 23, 2006 - 10:53 AM [Reply to this] [Remove] [Block User] Lisa
What do you mean a big fat girl when it comes to guys? I dont get this at all!
I agree with Ondrea...you were happy, at least content, up until...i read this. What happened? You're filling out job aps. and doing resumes right now...that's where this is coming from. You have to start Somewhere! Y ou know that...and you are, you're starting HERE wherever you are right now. You are Not the type of person that will settle, so don't worry about that happening...you see how you're flipping out right now? This is why you wont ever have to worry, because you won't ever let yourself stay too long on a course that you don't want to be on.
You're just scared and nervous. You're doing good things with your life...it's getting close to that 1 yr. anniversary and I think that's scaring you...you have a lot of change going on around you right now...but you're not changing too much and I think it makes you feel like you're not doing something you should be...but you are! You're just on a different schedule. No worries. You're doing what you're supposed to be doing.
I love you. Call me later if you want. And we'll talk soon!
p.s. i DON'T want to do laundry.
Posted by Lisa on Wednesday, February 22, 2006 - 9:53 PM [Reply to this] [Remove] [Block User] Tash
I am scared and nervous. And happy until I realize my life needs a little more stability.
I wish I just had a REAL job that I could count on.
I love you too. I can't wait until Chicago!!!!
Posted by Tash on Thursday, February 23, 2006 - 10:51 AM [Reply to this] [Remove] [Block User] Kallie
Here's what i think. i think BESIDES you being stressed out about the whole job thing that you have a touch of seasonal affective disorder (or whatever it's called). cuz reading over your interests, there was a lot involving the outdoors and bodies of water. you were so happy this summer when life wasn't too much different than it is now. so MAYBE we just need a day at the beach to veg and smoke a couple cigarettes! i'm counting the days until summer....
Posted by Kallie on Thursday, February 23, 2006 - 8:03 AM [Reply to this] [Remove] [Block User] Tash
Glass half full or half empty?...
You said you can't shake the feeling that your life is headig in a direction you don't want it to go...yet you don't know what direction you want it to go in any ways.
Well, how can it head in a direction you DON'T want it to go, if you don't have a clue where you want it to go in the first place. SOOOo maybe its all in perspective. Maybe it IS going in a direction and will end up some place that you want it to be, you just don't know it yet.
I love u, and this advice sounded much better in my head. I haven't talked to you in ages...too bad you aren't on now. But if you were on, you probably know what I would say any ways. :)
Feel better tash. I like the person you are!
Posted by O*N*D*R*E*A on Wednesday, February 22, 2006 - 9:46 PM
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Tash
I always love your advice, Ondrea. I wish I would've been online. Though you are right, I know what you would say. ;-)
I miss not getting to chat with you as much!!! We need to make a point to rectify that situation. I need another vacation in EL so that I can see you!!!!!!
I love you!! Thanks, doll.
Posted by Tash on Thursday, February 23, 2006 - 10:53 AM
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What do you mean a big fat girl when it comes to guys? I dont get this at all!
I agree with Ondrea...you were happy, at least content, up until...i read this. What happened? You're filling out job aps. and doing resumes right now...that's where this is coming from. You have to start Somewhere! Y ou know that...and you are, you're starting HERE wherever you are right now. You are Not the type of person that will settle, so don't worry about that happening...you see how you're flipping out right now? This is why you wont ever have to worry, because you won't ever let yourself stay too long on a course that you don't want to be on.
You're just scared and nervous. You're doing good things with your life...it's getting close to that 1 yr. anniversary and I think that's scaring you...you have a lot of change going on around you right now...but you're not changing too much and I think it makes you feel like you're not doing something you should be...but you are! You're just on a different schedule. No worries. You're doing what you're supposed to be doing.
I love you. Call me later if you want. And we'll talk soon!
p.s. i DON'T want to do laundry.
Posted by Lisa on Wednesday, February 22, 2006 - 9:53 PM
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Tash
I am scared and nervous. And happy until I realize my life needs a little more stability.
I wish I just had a REAL job that I could count on.
I love you too. I can't wait until Chicago!!!!
Posted by Tash on Thursday, February 23, 2006 - 10:51 AM
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Kallie
Here's what i think. i think BESIDES you being stressed out about the whole job thing that you have a touch of seasonal affective disorder (or whatever it's called). cuz reading over your interests, there was a lot involving the outdoors and bodies of water. you were so happy this summer when life wasn't too much different than it is now. so MAYBE we just need a day at the beach to veg and smoke a couple cigarettes! i'm counting the days until summer....
Posted by Kallie on Thursday, February 23, 2006 - 8:03 AM
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