time to tell how i feel
I dont even know if i want people know that i feel this way but fuck it. If you read this dont mention to me please because if i dont bring it up, i dont wanna talk about it.
Im not Eric's friend on Myspace but yet I see him everyday. I cant help but think that its because im not really his friend. Im just someone who smokes him down. but yet he seems like hes such a good friend, hes so nie and kind to me. I pray this is not a facade just to keep me close. Because that would truly break my heart. I do consider him a friend, but when i have to quit pot on the 20th, will he still call me? I doubt it. All we ever do is smoke when we chill. So I pray our last years of friendship has not gone to the wayside. I hope he still is my friend, even though some stupid website says hes not.
BTW I hate Myspace. The only reaason i still have one is for Jessicas sake. I swear to GOD everytime i go on that god forsaken website i feel worse and worse about my life. Simply because my daily friends seem to have no idea of who i am on it. And that does make me sad.
Im not Eric's friend on Myspace but yet I see him everyday. I cant help but think that its because im not really his friend. Im just someone who smokes him down. but yet he seems like hes such a good friend, hes so nie and kind to me. I pray this is not a facade just to keep me close. Because that would truly break my heart. I do consider him a friend, but when i have to quit pot on the 20th, will he still call me? I doubt it. All we ever do is smoke when we chill. So I pray our last years of friendship has not gone to the wayside. I hope he still is my friend, even though some stupid website says hes not.
BTW I hate Myspace. The only reaason i still have one is for Jessicas sake. I swear to GOD everytime i go on that god forsaken website i feel worse and worse about my life. Simply because my daily friends seem to have no idea of who i am on it. And that does make me sad.