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So I relapsed on New years Day, been on it pretty much non stop since, breaking to eat, sleep and wash. Had no money and nothing today so I didnt get on, a day straight will be good for me, But tomorrow, tomorrow is a whole other story, We got a little something organised. Wish I had money though. Gotta go tomorrow, for some clean ones..... It will be alright. Didnt I say I was a sick little monkey. Fuck the morning sickness has been fucking unbearable. I can hardly keep any food down, thrown up twice today. I spew when Im on shit too, but its not as bad... nowhere as bad as spewing straight. I have to have the abortion, theres just no way I could have a baby in this state, and it wouldnt be a healthy baby anyway, cos of all the 'substances' Ive been 'abusing'. I have an appointment on Friday for the counselling shit I have to do before they will do the procedure.