No suprise
well i've been thinking about things for awhile and looking at who I am and who she is and i decided that it would never work out. We have talked so many times and she always said she would change. I knew she didnt want and wasnt going to. I never tried to make her do anything she didnt want to. I always asked her what she wanted to do. The reason I broke up with her should be fairly easy to see in her recent updates. If she could come up with a list that fast of so many thiings she hates about me then why was she ever with me? I never forced her to do anything. It was all her choice. Im not blaming her for anything and I'm sorry that she is acting so hatefull against me. I just did what I thought was best. Everyone is going to look at me like the self-righteous bad guy who is so horrible but I cant do anything about that. I dont think katie is going to talk to me anymore. the only reason she started talking to me was because of her. I really didnt want to do it with everyone else arund but time was cut short and I had to do it then. Now that I can see what she really thinks I dont know why she was with me. her list had so manythings on it. I predict that everyone will take her side but thats to be expected. No one really ever liked me anyway. I dont know what Im gunna do at school. I'll probably end up in the library. It's better than sitting there at the table taking abuse from Mika, Katie, and Brittany. I know you don't care but I am sorry I ever asked you to change. I'm sorry I believed you when you said you wanted to. I'm sorry that I hurt you. I'm sorry that you hate me. For someone that everyone calls "the perfect christian" I sure mess up a lot. Maybe now people will stop calling me that. For anyone who cares I did get hurt too. This isnt something that I can just get over. Well I hope you all have good lives. Sorry if I hurt any of you.