its that time again
Its time i update.. ive been pretty slack with this thing this summer.. im gonna get back on the ball though while im gone.. exactly 9 days.. im an so friggen excited... its crazy... we got all the stuff for my room.. and im stoked about my room its gonna be soo cute... im takin pictures of everything just cause im .. a nerd.. and i can do that...
This summer has not really been the best so im just glad to see it all come to an end.. and start a new chapter in my life... im going to TA bible study tomorrow(today actually).. and im gonna try to go next week too...im gonna miss all of them....
I hope my party goes well... Sunday... i never throw parties.. so we'll see how this goes... if it sucks oh well.. im getetin outta town anyways :).....
the financial aid ppl (FAFSA)... are like satans.. henchmen... they are given me the biggest run-a-round ever... but whatever.. what are you gonna do..... cry about?
Im anxious to meet my roomates.. ive been talkin to them for about a month now.. without ever seeing them so thats kinda weird......
my "father" aka sperm doner called my mom today... she emailed him about my graduation but.. she overlooked his reply on accident in april.. soo oops he was not invited...he was kinda pissed about that.. but my deal is.. he hasnt seen me in 17 years.. what another year... BLAH!! dont get me started.. i hadnt talked to him in four years... and i called him today... he didnt pick up.. im kinda glad i was gettig pissed all over again.... i really dont know what i shoudl do.. stay mad or give him a second chance.. but i feel as if thats all i keep doing is giving him chances... time after time... i think this will be it... if he shits.. on his opportunity this time.. then im over him.. hes dead to me........ i will never call him dad,father,pop nothing he will always be LARRY to me... hes missed out on that.... we'll see...if this relationship can be salvaged.... i mean im all grown up now... nice time for him to step in....all the hard work is done.....EH!..i wasnt gonna get into it.. lol.
im out for now
Mood: Anxious
Song stuck in head: slide along side - shifty from crazytown
This summer has not really been the best so im just glad to see it all come to an end.. and start a new chapter in my life... im going to TA bible study tomorrow(today actually).. and im gonna try to go next week too...im gonna miss all of them....
I hope my party goes well... Sunday... i never throw parties.. so we'll see how this goes... if it sucks oh well.. im getetin outta town anyways :).....
the financial aid ppl (FAFSA)... are like satans.. henchmen... they are given me the biggest run-a-round ever... but whatever.. what are you gonna do..... cry about?
Im anxious to meet my roomates.. ive been talkin to them for about a month now.. without ever seeing them so thats kinda weird......
my "father" aka sperm doner called my mom today... she emailed him about my graduation but.. she overlooked his reply on accident in april.. soo oops he was not invited...he was kinda pissed about that.. but my deal is.. he hasnt seen me in 17 years.. what another year... BLAH!! dont get me started.. i hadnt talked to him in four years... and i called him today... he didnt pick up.. im kinda glad i was gettig pissed all over again.... i really dont know what i shoudl do.. stay mad or give him a second chance.. but i feel as if thats all i keep doing is giving him chances... time after time... i think this will be it... if he shits.. on his opportunity this time.. then im over him.. hes dead to me........ i will never call him dad,father,pop nothing he will always be LARRY to me... hes missed out on that.... we'll see...if this relationship can be salvaged.... i mean im all grown up now... nice time for him to step in....all the hard work is done.....EH!..i wasnt gonna get into it.. lol.
im out for now
Mood: Anxious
Song stuck in head: slide along side - shifty from crazytown