oh my god
You know things were going very peachy for me up until about valentines day:
1) i have an incompetent and inconsistent APUSH teacher who seems to base grades purely on opinion.
2) i have a best friend whome i feel i am one of the two only people who really cares about how hes doing.
3) Everyone seems to be pairing up, and i feel pressured to do the same.
4) I feel there is no point for me to ever come back to the Academy, cuz i only come to hang out with like one person.
5) im pressured to decide if i wanna leave the state for a tap gig and never see anyone from home for like 2 years.
6) School is on my case
7) My parents dont trust me, and my dad seems more and more distant
8) Ive found out that some people i know are some of the biggest bitches i have ever met.
9) I just dont feel good enough, in any way possible: as a son, student, artist, or even to be a boyfriend.
10) im realizing that if i was to leave everyone, it probably wouldn't bother me because i feel like there is nothing left for me to stay for.
I guess one thing im good at, is not letting all of this show, but im fighting a losing battle with myself and i fear for the consequences.
Whoever reads this, please do me and u a favor and do not approach me face to face with these issues, cuz im not the kind of person to just open up, and it fuckin sux
1) i have an incompetent and inconsistent APUSH teacher who seems to base grades purely on opinion.
2) i have a best friend whome i feel i am one of the two only people who really cares about how hes doing.
3) Everyone seems to be pairing up, and i feel pressured to do the same.
4) I feel there is no point for me to ever come back to the Academy, cuz i only come to hang out with like one person.
5) im pressured to decide if i wanna leave the state for a tap gig and never see anyone from home for like 2 years.
6) School is on my case
7) My parents dont trust me, and my dad seems more and more distant
8) Ive found out that some people i know are some of the biggest bitches i have ever met.
9) I just dont feel good enough, in any way possible: as a son, student, artist, or even to be a boyfriend.
10) im realizing that if i was to leave everyone, it probably wouldn't bother me because i feel like there is nothing left for me to stay for.
I guess one thing im good at, is not letting all of this show, but im fighting a losing battle with myself and i fear for the consequences.
Whoever reads this, please do me and u a favor and do not approach me face to face with these issues, cuz im not the kind of person to just open up, and it fuckin sux