My goodbye, rent style
One blog, glory, one blog, before I go, glory, one blog to leave behind, find one blog one last refrain from the pretty boy front man...I sat there in your house remembering the memories weve all made. It saddens me that it might be the last time I see it. I drive down these streets thinking, what if this is the last time I drive here. Or if this is the last ime i will see there face. My heart is breaking with every breath and every step. How do you measure our love? All of our love? In daylights in sunsets in midnights in cups of coffee. In inches in miles in laughter in strife. I wonder if I wil ever see yall again. Ive told few of you that im going there for six months garunteded. But after that I might stay. I Just dont know if I can handel not seeing you again. Or oyu, or you, and yes even you. I know, im not leaving for another month, but i dont get vacation. And before I moved here, I said I hated it and would move back when i could. But now this became my home, but when I move o florida i dont want it to be my home, I wont hate it, But I dont want to meet anyone else. I want to stay with you and you too. But im really afraid that Florida will become my home for good. Im a nomad, always traveling, but I can see myself setteling here... But I guess thats put off for later, or never... God help me... Will I lose my dignity, will someone care, will I wake tomorow from, this nightmare. God im going to miss you all SO GOD DAMN MUCH! My mom, my sister and nephew, you my friends, My girls, boys, My kids, my gaurds, and even my butt hole supervisors. The heart can freeze or it can burn, the pain wil ease if I can learn there is no future there is no past, I live this moment as my last, theres only us, theres only this, forget regret all life is yours to mis, no other road no other way, no day but today. But I hope to gain so much with this, is it worth it though? Ive made new good friends this summer, strengthened others. And grew up in this place. Had chalenges set in front of me and risin above them. Is this just another challenge? To rise above it. But is the end relut going to be comeing back home, or staying home once Ive found it. I cant remember anything, cant tell if this is true or a dream, Deep down inside I feel the scream this terible silence stops with me Now that the war is through with me im waking up I cannot see thats theres not much left of me nohing is real but pain now hold my breath as I wish for death. Oh please God wake me... The lyrics sound good and I love the song, as with all the others... I love you all of you, even those who caused me drama, b/c with your drama I have grown to something I could never have acomplished on my own... This is my true goobye to those I dont ever really talk too... Your eyes as we said our goodbyes, cant get them out of my mind, and I find I cant hide, from your eyes, the ones that took me by surprise, the night you came into my life... I cant belive your leaving, I cant belive hes gone, I cant belive this is good bye...