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I have all this shit in my head I need to get out. Im so upset and tired just lifting a drink to my face my whole arm shook. I cant see str8 my minds so blurry. My heart isent pumping right its so hurt. My wrists Iche bad, and I could do it with no problem, but there is only one reason holding me back, ok two. My mom duh, and Florida. My escape. When Im in Florida, im away from you, and the heart break that you give me everyday, In Florida I can forget about you. Forever. I feel so bad I dont even want to go to work tomorow. And its the only thing keeping me able to go to Florida. I have to options. Wait it out alone and go to Florida. Or die. Cause thats what will happen if I stay here. The people the attitude. Everything about austin screams. IM FUCKED UP, AND SO IS EVERYONE ELSE HERE! I really wanted to write another "story" but my soul is to dead right now. so yea. Fuck off!