The perfect guy- Repel
Just talked on the phone with this guy from southern Finland that I'm meeting with next week. I've had kinda reserved attitude everytime I've talked to him, but today I kinda felt like he's a person that I'd want to get to know a little better. I have few issues though, I am attracted to older men, always have been and propably always will, but I've never met an older man who I could see getting along with my friends(what a silly statement I know) and with whom I could see myself inviting to meet my friends. I feel like I don't necessarily have much in common with older men... I just realised how stupid this all sounds.
Anyway, he's 40 years old, that's twice my age and I'm kinda freaked about it. Mainly cause I keep on thinking: "What if we hit it off and he/I want to take things farther?" And a thought my mother would have: "What will my friends think about me dating an older man!". I feel like I'm just over thinking about this and that it might all be just stage fright cause I haven't been on a date in few months now. I even might be scared about the possibility of me dating...
Okay, I'm just tired and I'm rambling random thoughts now. Anyway, the point was that: Jari called and I had a nice time talking to him, I'm scared that I like talking to him face to face also...
Maybe there was something weird in those rolls I just made.
Good night!
Anyway, he's 40 years old, that's twice my age and I'm kinda freaked about it. Mainly cause I keep on thinking: "What if we hit it off and he/I want to take things farther?" And a thought my mother would have: "What will my friends think about me dating an older man!". I feel like I'm just over thinking about this and that it might all be just stage fright cause I haven't been on a date in few months now. I even might be scared about the possibility of me dating...
Okay, I'm just tired and I'm rambling random thoughts now. Anyway, the point was that: Jari called and I had a nice time talking to him, I'm scared that I like talking to him face to face also...
Maybe there was something weird in those rolls I just made.
Good night!