Oct 15, 2008 13:56
# 10.10.08 : Girls' day with dipzy wizzy. The rest suppose to come but ad was busy and the other two havent reply. Pictures will be upload soon
# 11.10.08 : Raya outing with the sec school clang. More of like the hockey bunch and some how when i saw muhaimin. Im totally miss those time. Seriously.
# 12.10.08 : Raya outing with the floorball mates. Never ending laughter and somehow it seems that im easily contented.little2 things they did make me laugh. We shud play bunga api more often lah.not only during raya
# 13.10.08 : Like orang2 tua use to say " jangan ketawa bynk sgt nanti nangis"...yeah i gues weekend was such a blast that monday was reli bad day for me. Dipz, nad and Pie i can't thank you guys enough seh. Thank you thank you... What happened?.... let me make it brief. You woudnt want to be left crying in the middle town hugging yourself feeling used,wasted,depressed, unwanted. With everyone staring at you and u dont know what to do but to wander around and then end up at wisma toilet curling at the jamban and cry. The person who makes you cry just simply MALAS to be der. If none of you get what i mean. Then it be good. Biarlah Rahsia
# On the days like this. I feel like puking and crying. For some other reasons, sometimes im trying to hard. 2 different story. I stay rooted still trying to convey the message but then again people dont appreciate. For heaven sake, im feeling like a pucnhing bag, u throw out everything den when there's someone else terus u just ignore.. macam ...haiz...ape ape lah...aku trying to help...itu je...
# work is getting idiotic. Lots and lots coming up. A big sigh. Im starting the second job today. I wish it is near... abit nearer to home or my work place now. It is penat. travelling is very very penat. I love the job but the travelling really sucks. I never been this tired all my life.
# everything seems not right... and i reli feel like running away!
# gossip after gossip.... backstabbing and everthing bad.. you name it. Pasal bubble tea pon nak kecoh siak. You dont have to tell the whole school rite. haiz
# let it shut... wait for the rite time. no not now... time will tell..
# im tired! and sick with everything