Countless.....
ive been lazing around alot lately. Eventho i kinda still have lots and lots of things to do but i just simply cannot be bothered to do so. Holiday has make me a beautiful fat ass. I've gain a few kg and my tummy is as big as big mac... many layers of fats and minus the salad.. Ok whatever.
What is my new resolution , is to achieve my last year resolution. Because ive yet to achieve it. I can sense that i will be a busy woman when the new year start. Ialah kan... aku kan dah naik pangkat... uh uh... naik pangkat tapi belum naik gaji or will not even naik.. and im so in love with my company for making my life such a happening one. Like every year when everyone is enjoying bonus and doing some xmas shopping, i will be counting my misery instead. While everyone is enjoying their hard-earned money, the company cut my pay instead . While everyone is happy that they get promoted, im not.... because im just getting promoted with the workload n not the money ,u see. They promised me moon but they gave me shit....see, this is what i meant by being such a generous company.. Yup very extremely generous.. Very kind of them to so happily gave such a big amount of misery to they fellow trainers... awwww, how sweet. Because of them, im not even looking forward for 2009. Can u imagine the pain im going tru. the pinch of fucking pain im feeling rite now. Sometimes i wish i can give my diploma cert to the charity, so that those who cant make it to diploma can actually make a fucking gd use out of it...... i try so hard and got so far in the end, it doesnt even matter~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~oh bloody helll... and thanks to them too.. im left with nothing rite now till my next pay.... i love my company..hugs hugs kiss kiss... maybe i shud seduce the MR CEO aka very generous to stop making excuses and to give that extra hard earned money into my bank acct...... :'(
i think... by 5th jan(because i noe they love excuses) i will start sending resume . As much as i really love to stay in the school, i still need to think of my future . I mean... it has been two years... two years that the company promised me alot of things.. but nothing sia was actually fullfilled. :( Last year was they promised an increment of a few hundreds dollar, i waited till mid month and i get 70 dollar increment. yippe yeah!!!!!.. den this year was an incrememnt of a few hundres dollar but i get promoted with and excellent post but the pay remain the same...yippee yeah awwww.. isnt they just lovable... haizzzzzzz... if they want something from me, they will call me like as if they pay my hp bills. But if i need something from them, they will ignore me like as if i want to borrow money from them......
ok let's put that sweetest story aside.... my holiday was actually worthwhile this year. Playing truant, now and then. I shall not say it here but who cares anywhere...
Ive been burning off some fats a few days back and now im gaining it again, thanks to mum who cant stop feeding me with glorious food. She contradict her on her words alot. Is like , she wants to slim down but yet she showring me with choclates,ice cream, pasta, pizza....
maybe later i will update a few pictures up to indicate what ive done so far... but whatever it is. im always looking forward to meet the geng.. except for meeting the geng and i get screwed up after that. Feeling tak shiok sangat tau kalau kena dimalukan... i mean, jokes can be funny at times but ade limits tau.. sebab kadang2 kalau dah melampau tak klakar sgt. I mean in case most of you forget that im a human too and i have feelings.. I mean sometimes people are just too stupid(sesiape yang terasa ar because i wasnt that patience on the latest meet up) to take note of that. some people... and yet again im refering to some people.. Im freaking fine every single times bt please have some otak and please think that i have my bad days also...and keep your comment to yourself... please have limits.. The main word here is limitssssssssssssssssssssss........ kalau dah hina aku sgt sgt.. dah tak klakar.. to embarass me and point out my weaknesses, tak klakar ar ... i mean if u put it as a joke..im sure i be okay...but to put it as a memalukan and like saying it like as if aku menyusahkan kau if im fat or if my english is not good or whatever it is... feeling tak geret sgt ar....
im feeling very moody babi rite now... .. i shall indulge myself with tons of self-help book. Maybe they should write a book about
" how to maintain positive attitude eventho
1.your brother is an asshole
2. ur company didnt raise ur pay but get u promoted and cheat the school
3. with some people think it is funny to discriminate you."
Let's be positive and look at the bright side
or
Dummies for positive attitude no matter what it is
or
staying happy eventho you're crappy
or
Refrain yourself from saying " FUCK YOU"
ok bye.
What is my new resolution , is to achieve my last year resolution. Because ive yet to achieve it. I can sense that i will be a busy woman when the new year start. Ialah kan... aku kan dah naik pangkat... uh uh... naik pangkat tapi belum naik gaji or will not even naik.. and im so in love with my company for making my life such a happening one. Like every year when everyone is enjoying bonus and doing some xmas shopping, i will be counting my misery instead. While everyone is enjoying their hard-earned money, the company cut my pay instead . While everyone is happy that they get promoted, im not.... because im just getting promoted with the workload n not the money ,u see. They promised me moon but they gave me shit....see, this is what i meant by being such a generous company.. Yup very extremely generous.. Very kind of them to so happily gave such a big amount of misery to they fellow trainers... awwww, how sweet. Because of them, im not even looking forward for 2009. Can u imagine the pain im going tru. the pinch of fucking pain im feeling rite now. Sometimes i wish i can give my diploma cert to the charity, so that those who cant make it to diploma can actually make a fucking gd use out of it...... i try so hard and got so far in the end, it doesnt even matter~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~oh bloody helll... and thanks to them too.. im left with nothing rite now till my next pay.... i love my company..hugs hugs kiss kiss... maybe i shud seduce the MR CEO aka very generous to stop making excuses and to give that extra hard earned money into my bank acct...... :'(
i think... by 5th jan(because i noe they love excuses) i will start sending resume . As much as i really love to stay in the school, i still need to think of my future . I mean... it has been two years... two years that the company promised me alot of things.. but nothing sia was actually fullfilled. :( Last year was they promised an increment of a few hundreds dollar, i waited till mid month and i get 70 dollar increment. yippe yeah!!!!!.. den this year was an incrememnt of a few hundres dollar but i get promoted with and excellent post but the pay remain the same...yippee yeah awwww.. isnt they just lovable... haizzzzzzz... if they want something from me, they will call me like as if they pay my hp bills. But if i need something from them, they will ignore me like as if i want to borrow money from them......
ok let's put that sweetest story aside.... my holiday was actually worthwhile this year. Playing truant, now and then. I shall not say it here but who cares anywhere...
Ive been burning off some fats a few days back and now im gaining it again, thanks to mum who cant stop feeding me with glorious food. She contradict her on her words alot. Is like , she wants to slim down but yet she showring me with choclates,ice cream, pasta, pizza....
maybe later i will update a few pictures up to indicate what ive done so far... but whatever it is. im always looking forward to meet the geng.. except for meeting the geng and i get screwed up after that. Feeling tak shiok sangat tau kalau kena dimalukan... i mean, jokes can be funny at times but ade limits tau.. sebab kadang2 kalau dah melampau tak klakar sgt. I mean in case most of you forget that im a human too and i have feelings.. I mean sometimes people are just too stupid(sesiape yang terasa ar because i wasnt that patience on the latest meet up) to take note of that. some people... and yet again im refering to some people.. Im freaking fine every single times bt please have some otak and please think that i have my bad days also...and keep your comment to yourself... please have limits.. The main word here is limitssssssssssssssssssssss........ kalau dah hina aku sgt sgt.. dah tak klakar.. to embarass me and point out my weaknesses, tak klakar ar ... i mean if u put it as a joke..im sure i be okay...but to put it as a memalukan and like saying it like as if aku menyusahkan kau if im fat or if my english is not good or whatever it is... feeling tak geret sgt ar....
im feeling very moody babi rite now... .. i shall indulge myself with tons of self-help book. Maybe they should write a book about
" how to maintain positive attitude eventho
1.your brother is an asshole
2. ur company didnt raise ur pay but get u promoted and cheat the school
3. with some people think it is funny to discriminate you."
Let's be positive and look at the bright side
or
Dummies for positive attitude no matter what it is
or
staying happy eventho you're crappy
or
Refrain yourself from saying " FUCK YOU"
ok bye.