Dong Deng Dang Dung

Nov 11, 2008 09:46

 Ha... the last word is dung.. Ok whatever it is.. I got 3 blow(how come it doesnt sound right eh)... as in kena marah tiga kali. I think im a little bit kebal this time. Ok not that kebal or whatever but stronger in a way that i dont shed any tears at all when i get scolded. Previously, i did. Especially if i get from the lady boss, the Boss and the HOD IT.. and worst if it is at the same time.. Sedangkan aku kena marah dengan bapuk je aku dah melalak macam pompuan gila.. ape kah lagi from this 3 that i respected the most. But this time no.. i dint cry because i noe it is truly my mistake. eventho i totally cannot find time to do everything , i noe that it is my fault in some ways because first i shud have pass it to someone else if i cannot do it. This is another reason i dont like to do because im afraid of passing my work to others because i dont want them to say " eh si linda ni tolak balak lak".. so that is why i try my very best to keep telling myself.. okay aku boleh buat... so salah aku lah kan... Im glad...im stronger and accept my mistake maturedly.... yeah , linda dah besar...  *give myself one big star*

N here i am at home... finishing whatever im suppose to finish with one big bloody buluku on my rite head and i swear i dont noe where it came from. because each time aku picit.. it is so painful... i dont remember knocking agaist the wall while sleeping or whatever... it is just der.... pfff.. sometimes i wish, our organs and brains can be easily detached from our body.. keluar kan sekejap, and cuci pakai air paip ..den give dem some relaxation spa.. den put it inside back ...so fresh and renew... if only eh... if only my brains act like a computer.. unwanted files and memories.. move to trash/recycle bin.. empty recycle bin... reformat brain... ya ya ya!!!

when all the things is done... ill be the most happiest girl.... because i weekends rock lah okay.
Thursday(13th nov): party with the girls
Friday (14th nov):  School speech day, School Prom Nite, dinner
Saturday(15th nov): yes.. date with you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (*mite have to postpon it)... my sweetheart's sister getting married
sunday(16th nov) : nobody birthday and movie marathon...
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