Jun 10, 2005 14:29
I'm kinda sad right now. I don't know what it is. Maybe just the fact that a huge part of life is going to end. And I'm sort of scared cause I don't know where I am going to end up and I'm most likely not going to see most of my friends ever again. Or just school work in general. It's wearing me down both mentally and physically. Or that my brothers moving to Bellingham. But I think the real thing is I miss my grandma. She went on vacation a year ago and hasn't come back. And she's not going to come back. She's going to live in Iowa with her real family. So I most likely will never see her again. Maybe I can somehow get enough money while in Montana to go visit her. All I need is about $300. But at 5.15 an hour and being a college student and all that might be a tad bit difficult.
But Summer should be fun! Can't wait!