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i hate resenting every wonderful memory but i do.
and the pit in my stomach keeps getting bigger.
and wanting to be the one and only seems less and less likely every day.
unable to flip the scenario
IT IS NO DIFFERENT THAN WHAT I DID
but it is.
this can be done another way. i really, truely believe this.
learning to live in the moment has made me so sad for all the moments i missed out on while i was living in the future.
but i understand now.
and i wish so much i was given the chance to try it again.
not going back, moving on from here.
and the pit in my stomach keeps getting bigger.
and wanting to be the one and only seems less and less likely every day.
unable to flip the scenario
IT IS NO DIFFERENT THAN WHAT I DID
but it is.
this can be done another way. i really, truely believe this.
learning to live in the moment has made me so sad for all the moments i missed out on while i was living in the future.
but i understand now.
and i wish so much i was given the chance to try it again.
not going back, moving on from here.