Potential

[talktoyou]

i hate that no matter how much i try i just cannot convince myself to do challenging work. im used to my mediocre work being fine and so thats what i do. i know i am capable of so much more but i just cannot bring myself to do it. im just not inspired to. im not sure if thats my fault or the fault of my situation.
either way...
i really hope i get my ass kicked next year.
i have never been so excited and so terrified at the same time.